Monday, April 23, 2007

SOS

First of all, I feel honored to have been nominated for a Blogger Award under the category: the Best Blog About Stuff. I can't seem to get the badge up here yet, but thanks!

I haven't written a post for awhile because there is so much going on right now.

I've been sitting here doubting myself and wondering why....and hoping that it will all work out, hoping that things change for the best....and that I'm included in that 'best'.

In two weeks I will be living in another state.

The stress is unbearable.

The loneliness is overpowering.

The work involved is wearing me down.

My faith is dwindling. Send Help!

Maybe I focus too much on the whole picture and not the little details, and when the little details start getting bigger and bigger, like a cavity in a tooth, I fall into an old pattern of not getting my needs met or my voice heard and even ignoring that until it all explodes. Maybe I don't know how to change the little things before they turn into big things.

Probably.

4 comments:

Looney Mom said...

Oh my poor, sweet sister. I pray that you will find a way to change those little things. Remember, we can't do anything in our own strength. Praying for you.

Morning Glory said...

It sounds like you're in a classic state of limbo. That's such a hard period of time. I hope things get sorted out real soon for you!

yerdoingitwrong said...

Big change will do that. Hang in there, girl. I have no doubt you'll get through this flawlessly. Thinking of you!!

MugwumpMom said...

...or maybe you're just experiencing a huge change the way most people do....I pray His peace and calm into this and that you receive clarity and a HUGE sense of His presence to beat back the sense of loneliness.

It will all work out and you will not be disappointed